I already feel my spirit rise joyfully as I begin to look back on the prayers answered and blessings received during June.
June has ushered in a series of events that have challenged me greatly.
I thought of the word ‘challenge’ and smiled to see the word ‘change’, with just 3 extra letters in the middle.
The letters l-l-e.
Little Life Events.
(I resist change, though I know it is a gradual constant in all of life and is necessary – and to be welcomed and embraced – for growth.)
But from time to time there are these ‘little life events’ that interrupt our equilibrium and cause us cha-lle-nges.
I have been experiencing a few of these throughout June and they will continue to take some outworking over the Summer at least.
Truly a grateful heart counting blessings is medicine to an anxious mind.
So I think of all that Father God has done in my life already and how much he has blessed me with answered prayer and extra blessings throughout June.
I publicly want to give Him thanks and glory for:
A great ACW weekend of inspiration, support and fellowship.
Full recovery from my accident and picnic on the park to celebrate with the grand-kids.
For the ‘Bow Down’ event in the Nottingham Market Square and glory to You in this city.
For bringing S safely back to Switzerland and for organising the next season of her journey.
For the Queen and her 70 years service to this country and to You.
For Holy Spirit to guide, protect, empower, remind, renew, comfort, convict, refresh, warn, enliven, embolden, encourage… (fill in the rest yourself)
For a new phone on the day it was needed.
For friendships, re-connections, spontaneous fellowship and seeds sown.
For C’s new official role at church and for her energy, vision and heart.
For Your gift of kindness in others and in me, and the power of it.
For a superb, transformational second weekend at the EH course; for breaking the old lies over me, and for enabling me to minister to others.
For blessing me with S and for giving me patience with him.
For sustaining me through the weeks of trial and teaching me to trust only You and not to lean on my own understanding.
For teaching me, loving me, forgiving and healing me, patiently, one day at a time.
For teaching C the importance of budgeting.
For support and advice from generous Christian professionals and for A’s kindness, active listening, practical and holistic wisdom.
For a card from a friend which says that ‘mightier than the waves is His love.’ Amen.
Whenever I have felt overwhelmed and tempted to panic, I have remembered Peter’s words: Lord, to whom shall we go, You have the words of eternal life.’
I have searched my heart and counseled myself, saying, ‘Dawn, if you trust God with your health, your life, your eternal life, your children, your family and your loved ones, can you not trust God with this?’
Today I read a story (in the UCB Word for Today) of a man who sees a boy being beat up by thugs. The man goes in and rescues the boy, takes him to hospital, pays the money and cares for him and, learning that he is an orphan, he adopts him, gives him his own name and welcomes him into his home and family. One night he hears the boy sobbing and goes in to comfort him and ask the matter. The boy tells his new ‘Daddy’ that he is worried about where he will find food, drink and clothes tomorrow and where he will sleep. Understandably his Daddy rightfully troubled that, after all he has done for him, that the boy he loves as his own son still doubts him.
My Father God knows that I am anxious about many things at the moment and he told me this story to let me see how sill my worry is!
I can trust him 200%!!
Thank you that Your faithfulness is my shield, hope and dwelling place.